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Trigger Warning: Pro-Ana/Anorexia/Eating Disorders
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Thursday, April 4, 2013

It's so cold, but I have hot tea and an awesome sweater. I'm actually home for once. Usually I go to Starbucks after school, but it's far too cold for that. Though it would of been a great way for me to resist eating (as ironic as that sounds). But whatever. I need to get some school work done for once.

Anyway, I've made it almost 15.5 hours without eating. Going through the school day was a breeze. I think I might actually stop snacking in 2nd period and taking my lunch. I'll just eat in the morning and maybe something in 6th period if my stomach gets annoying.
Things aren't getting easier. My grandma bought us groceries and there are 3 mini packs of Milano cookies in the kitchen. 180 calories each. And my mom just made me put a pizza in the oven. 360 calories per slice. Usually, since it's just my mom and I, I eat exactly half. Soooo over 1,000 calories from just dinner. Gross.
But I'll be okay. My problem is the fear of wasting food. I just need to make myself understand that I can always save the pizza until tomorrow. But yeah. After I finish my tea I'll work out a bit and then fall asleep try to get some homework done.

-Cassie Ana

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