I can't wait to go to the gym!

If my mother doesn't disappoint me like she usually does, we're going to officially sign up for they gym on Saturday. We're already members, we just have to fill out paperwork or whatever. I can't wait! I've been wanting this for the past year. Actually for as long as I can remember, but you get the point.
The gym I'm going to moved even to my house too. Like about 2 minutes, walking! As opposed to about 5 xD

The only problem is that I don't have actual workout clothes. I need some. I need shorts, a shirt, a sports bra and shoes. I have absolutely none of that. And I need a water bottle. And new headphones. And an arm strap for my phone. Jesus. I need things. If my mom hadn't of got a new job, I would reconsider quitting mine. But I am. Though that's a story for another day.

I have clothes that are "appropriate". Shoes as well. I'll just use those for now. I need to work out. I haven't used actual gym equipment since 9th grade. I sure do miss it.

Also, I'm not sure if this is good or bad, but my boyfriend goes to the same gym and he said he wants to workout with me. As much as I would love being with him. No. I can't. I'm awkward already. He can't see me when I'm sweating and gross and exercising. I bet I'll look awful. And fat. Maybe after I shed a few pounds. Maybe when I'm InstagramWorkoutPic-Worthy. And I just don't want to expose him to all my...issues. He already knows everything (just the gist of it I assume), but it's better not to see it in actual, right? I don't want him to see how hard I force push myself. Nor do I want him to see me weak and tired and gross afterwards.

But I'm just really excited. I wanna use the treadmill and the bikes and that machine that works your legs. And anything that helps with thighs. I mostly just want the treadmill.

Hopefully I don't pass out or die while I'm there. I just can't wait! I miss the feeling of working out. Even Pilates. But I'll be able to do that again soon too.