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Thursday, July 18, 2013

I'm so fat.

I'm fat and disgusting and huge. God, I don't know how this happened. I'm fucking fat! I just noticed today.
It's no wonder I'm so fat. I've been eating anything and everything all fucking summer. I had 3 bowls of cereal this morning. But there will be no more for today. I'm done.

My mom finally signed me up for the gym, so I can start going on Saturday (hopefully). On Monday I'm going to start the ABC Diet. And I'm actually going to stick with it! Until then I'm just going to keep my calorie intake under 300 and drink a shit ton of water.

My boobs have gotten so much bigger since I've been on the pill. Because of this, I don't have to worry about them shrinking once I start losing weight. A part of me wants them back the way they were, so I won't mind if they end up getting a bit smaller. Nor would I complain if they stayed the same. It's a win-win situation.

-Cassie Ana



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