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I do not advocate, promote or encourage eating disorders. This blog is just about me.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

The one thing I hate about drinking water is the horrible bloated feeling you get afterwards. Ugh, it's terrible. But better than eating. I think I'm going to fast until tomorrow morning. I already have a net of -172 so hopefully I can go the night without fucking it up. 
I feel so fat and gross and ugly. I think I'm gonna do some laundry, wash my hair, clean up a bit. Just anything to burn more calories.
Also, drinking all this water has really helped clear up my skin. I have super sensitive skin so I break out a lot, especially in the summer. But it's gotten better ^_^ We really need a water filter. Houston tap water is horrid.
But I digress; I'm hungry, but I'm not. Whenever I think about eating all I have to do is look down at my stomach or my thighs. That's enough to discourage me from eating. Also, I'm craving everything we don't have in the house. I couldn't eat if I wanted to really.   

-Cassie Ana

1 comment:

  1. I totally agree with the water feeling. I love your blog btw :)

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