101.2

one-O-fucking-one.

point 2.

What the fuck? What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck have I done? I saw that just a few moments ago on the scale and I wanted to cry. I want to fucking die! I want to kill myself. I hate it. I was so close. So fucking close. Why can't I just do this? Why can't I just have self-control.

I fucking hate everything right now! Everything and everyone! I'm never going to eat again. Not today, not tomorrow, not ever! Not until I get to 95. Why is that so fucking hard?!

Fuck.

-Cassie