Today my boyfriend noticed how prominent my hipbones are and how much they stick out. He told me that he really liked it.

That makes me want to keep losing. It makes me want to be skinnier, for him. I know that's not what he would want, but still.

But at the same time it makes me feel disgusted with myself because I'm fucking fat. I can't stop eating. yeah, I walk home nearly everyday, and I only eat around 200 calories, but...I haven't weighed myself in a few days and I KNOW I'm around 99.
If I'm over, I think I may die.

-Cassie