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I do not advocate, promote or encourage eating disorders. This blog is just about me.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

30 Day ED Challenge Day 4


What is your motivation to recover?

I want to be pretty. I want nice skin and healthy hair. I hate looking sickly. My main motivation is the desire to look healthy. I know I should say to be healthy, but I won't lie: Appearance means a lot to me.

I don't want to be this skinny. I don't find it appealing or attractive (at least not on myself). I hate it! But I can't stop. I have to be skinny. It's all I have to be proud of. So right now my only motivation is looking healthy and attractive and pretty. 

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