He guilt-tripped me into showing him my pro-ana blog and now he wants me to gain 4 pounds. Such a random number, I know. But whatever. He's adorable. And I need to get better, Though I'm afraid that if he gets me new batteries for my scale it'll trigger me and I'll relapse.
On a similar note, I'm sorta forced to eat now because not eating really triggers my derealization and if you don't know what that is, just know that it's literally the worst thing I've ever experienced. It's like being on the verge of going crazy whilst questioning whether or not the world around is actually real. But whatever.
It turns out I'm not moving. I'm cool with that. Life is great, guys.
-Cassie
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