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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

99.6

I finally weigh less than 100. You don't know how happy I am.
For the last few weeks, being in the triple-digits, I've just felt so out of place. So...not me. I'm not meant to be 100lbs. The 90s range is my home. It's where I feel the most comfortable.

But now I'm back. I've been super super busy with school and such, and I should probably be doing my homework instead of blogging, but whatever. I have some time to spare.

Yesterday I was so swamped with school work that I didn't eat until 7:10pm, which meant I went without food for about 7 hours. And when I did finally eat (chicken and fried rice from PeiWei), I ate sooo little and was still rather full. It was so easy. I want to do it again. I already screwed up by eating some cookie dough when I got home, but I think I burned enough of it off when I worked out about an hour ago. So now I'll try to hold off until 6 or 7.

I can do it. Ana girls are strong, yeah?

I'm just so glad to be back under 100. Now my goal is 95. I can do it. I will do it.

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