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Trigger Warning: Pro-Ana/Anorexia/Eating Disorders
I do not advocate, promote or encourage eating disorders. This blog is just about me.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

I'm sorry Ana

I'm sorry.

I'm so afraid to weigh myself. Yesterday I was at 98.6. I feel disgusting. Why can't I just get down to 95? Why is this so hard. Ana, I'm sorry! I'm sorry I haven't been listening  to you. I'm sorry I've just been shoving food down my face and not practicing good eating habits.

I get my permit on Wednesday. Homecoming is next Friday. I have to lose the weight. I need my Permit to say 95 pounds. I need to be a size 0. I need this! I'm sorry! I've learned my lesson I'll listen to you from now on.

I'm sorry. Just make me skinny.

-Cassie

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