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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Lunabelle Diet Tomorrow!

I've decided to start the Lunabelle Diet tomorrow as opposed to today because that will schedule the first fast day on Saturday. I've actually rearranged most of the days so I can avoid fasting during school. Having you stomach growl in class is the absolute worst! Oh and I don't want to pass out from all the flights of stairs I'm forced to climb everyday.

But yeah, I'm really excited. I need to do this. Not just to lose weight and look less disgusting, I need to focus my mind and energy on something. Anything. At the end of the day, Ana will always be there for me. She's the one thing I can count on.

It's 10 pm and I've actually done most of my homework. I took like a 3-hour nap earlier. Sooo I think I'll just do some chores around the house and then go to bed. I'm also going to reactivate my MyFitnessPal. Gosh I need batteries for my scale. Hopefully I can get some on Friday.
The biggest problem (aside from my horrible self-control issues) is the fact that Adriana always buys me stuff at lunch. It's so hard to not ask for things, but it's doable. I feel bad about it anyway. I need to get more gum.

I think that's it. Goodnight, my lovelies <3 Stay strong and refuse to sink.

-Cassie

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