Naps, New Diets & Shitty Feelings

I just woke up from a horrible nap. You know those naps where you really didn't plan to fall asleep but you did and you had some fucked up dream that you can barely remember? And all your negative emotions from the day just resurface? That's how I feel. I just feel icky and gross. I'm going back to sleep as soon as I finish this.

I found a new diet called the Lunabelle Diet. It's like the ABC/SGD but it has a little more emphasis on fasting. The calorie limit starts off sorta high around 700 and 500 but they go to around 200 and 100. We all know that I'm not very good at sticking to calorie limits, but I think i'm gonna do it. I'm getting fat and I need something to occupy my time and thoughts. Before I go insane.
I just found out that my mom and grandparents are going to California for 4 days because of my cousin's graduation. I'm obviously staying here because of school. My grandma want me to stay with a relative, but that's fucking dumb. I essentially live by myself already so whatever. Point is, if I get to stay home by myself (which I will), I can effectively fast the entire time. And I will.

Anyway, I haven't eaten too much today. I would make a formal food log but I don't know the calories of anything I ate. I just had cereal in the morning, Froot Loops throughout the day, a pizza stick and a cookie at lunch, about half a cup worth of pomegranate smoothing and like half of a chocolate chip cookie. That was around 4:30-ish. I haven't eaten since then and I don't think I'm going to. I don't want to. I'm not hungry at all. And it's 9 pm. No eating after 8 pm.
God I have to resist the temptation but it's so fucking hard! I think I'll just eat left over spaghetti.
Tomorrow I'm starting the Lunabelle Diet. Hopefully it goes well.

-Cassie