I don't want to be too skinny, but I don't want to be fat

I don't aspire to be 85 lbs, but I still want prominent hip and collar bones.
I don't want stick skinny arms, but I want slimmer thighs.
I don't want to lose the tiny breast I already have, but I want a flat stomach. So bad.

Now I don't know what to do. I don't want to be "anorexic skinny". I want curves. But in specific places. And I know that if I start gaining weight I can't pick and choose where I want the fat to go. It's so fucking frustrating I don't know what to do! I've eaten "normally" for the past few days and I'm already gaining. It's my stomach. My fucking stomach. It's huge and I hate it!
Tomorrow I'm going to go back to my workout routine, specifically abs and thighs. And I'm also going to be focusing more on low-carb as opposed to low-calorie (still staying way below 1000 if I can help it). I guess this will be my little experiment. Maybe if I focus more on exercise instead of restricting I'll get the results I want.
We'll see.

-Cassie