You guys have nooo idea what I've been through in the last week or so. Oh my gosh!
Long story short: That guy whose been stalking me is gone and everything is back to normal.
I'm actually happy now. I mean, I'm happy with myself. I applied for a job today, and there are a few more places I'm applying to this week. School is okay. I just feel like I'm ready to start working towards my goals again.

I've made some changes though. Some revelations, I guess. I don't want to be super skinny anymore. I'm not sure if I ever really wanted to, to be honest. Now I just want to be attractive. I want nice thighs, a nice butt, a tiny waist. So...sorta the same thing I was going for before I guess.
I don't know.
I just know that I won't be restricting nearly as much. I'm still gonna try to keep it below 1,000. Never ever more than that. And I'll definitely be working out everyday. I want to be hot before I leave for California, you know?

It's like 1 am so I guess I should go to bed now.