Life is so upsetting sometimes, but it's the hate, disappointment, and anger that drive me to not eat. I've probably mentioned this before, but starving/restricting has become my form of self-harm as well as an eating disorder.
But I digress. It's 7pm, I just made a cup of tea and I found a bunch of weight loss/ED documentaries to get me through tonight. I'm super tired so it won't be too hard to fall asleep at a reasonable time tonight, thus reducing the risk of me eating.
So I'm officially fasting. Nothing but water and tea at least until Sunday, unless my mother decides to actually feed me - which I highly doubt.
Wish me luck guys.
-Cassie Ana
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