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Tuesday, December 18, 2012

97.6 Pounds

The last time I remember weighing this little was on my birthday after I walked like 3 miles and back to get smoothies. I'm so close to my first GW. I told you I could do it. I only worried about the next two days. The calorie limits are 600 and 800 respectively, and I'm afraid that I'll end up eating up to that or just below it and I'll gain. Meh. I'm, definitely going to work my ass off when it comes to exercising. I'll be taking the long way home (maybe I'll even find a longer way) and I'll repeat my workouts 3 times.
It's so close!!! I've never been below 97.6. I just want this so bad. I'm so proud of myself for not only turning down tempting fast food, but also not eating everything my mom brought home. I just had a dinner roll, apples & grapes, and a shit ton of water. I'm at a net of 287 for crying out loud! :D
I can do this.
I have a countdown on my calender. 21 days. Because they say that an action becomes a habit after 21 days. It's only been 2 days, but I'm really determined. Gosh, I can't wait until I can go to the gym. That won't be until after Christmas, New Years at the latest.
Anyway, I'm going to go to sleep before I eat anything else because I'm really tired. Goodnight guys (:

-Cassie Ana

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