Turning down food is hard

My mom just called and asked if I was hungry and I was able to lie and say that I already ate. The split second it took me to think of an answer seemed like an eternity. I'm so proud of myself though (:

I ate a bit of the left-over bread sticks. Like, maybe 1/4 of each + some Marinara sauce. But I ended up giving the bread sticks to my dog. I felt a binge coming on. That was close. I can't eat. I'm so afraid of getting on that scale and seeing something over 98.4. I feel so fat, like there's no weight I lost weight.

-Cassie Ana