Whenever You Feel Like Eating...

Remember how fucking horrible it will make you feel. The bloated feeling, the protrusion of your stomach, the uncomfortable feeling of knowing that you're full of food- fat, calories, shit.
Remember how it makes you feel. You're now a fucking failure. You were doing so well, you got so far, but you had to go fuck it up. All your hard work: Down the fucking drain.

You're disgusting. You're greedy and fat and selfish. You're disgraceful. How could you do this to yourself. How could you stuff you face full of food when you were so damn close to your GW. You will never be 95 pounds, let alone 80. You're a fucking failure. You can't even purge.

Enjoy this. Enjoy what you've done to yourself, what you're putting yourself through. And you better enjoy the gruesome hours of working out you'll have to do to make up for this.

-Ana